
“Nixie, I love you. When we first
met, your eyes attracted me. Not how big and bold they are, but how sensuous. I
saw a promise in them that existed for a moment. That moment was precious. Moments
add up to— Did I say something wrong?”
“N—no. Go on.”
“I would have dragged you to my room
because I wanted to rip off your clothes. But when you were with me, I knew it
wasn’t meant to be then. Not
because those who wait shall receive. But when everything is right, it happens.
But I know how you responded to me when you saw me. Whatever was in me was
reflected in your eyes. You do love me, don’t you?”
“Are you that desperate you have to
beg.”
Morten chuckled. “I was, wasn’t I?
True. You’ve never said it, but I saw it for a moment when we first met. What’s wrong…? I’m a cop. Observant. Remember?”
“Morten…I can’t love you the way you
want.”
“What way can you love me?”
He saw the same determined look on
her face that he had seen in the motel, when she glared at him, after she threw
a tantrum.
“A marriage of convenience. I don’t love you. I can offer you a job in the Company. You’ll be the guardian. I’m using you. For Kolya.
I love him. I’ll be married to
you, while I’m sharing Kolya’s bed.”
Morten’s eyes seemed like sapphires
because his face was pale, drained, anemic.
She added, “I can’t handle courts
and lawyers. I’m not like you. Analytical. I’m a dancer. I know how to follow steps to music.” There was no intimacy in her voice. It
sounded like a business deal, a transaction between traders.
She added in a cutting tone: “I need
my freedom. Without it I might as well
be dead. I’ve always had my way. Will you do it?”
“Maybe, one day,” he said, slowly,
plaintively, “you’ll look at me as you did when we met.”
“How was that?”
“I think you know.”
“You’ll do it? Sacrifice yourself…?”
she asked contemptuously, with greedy eyes upon him.
“You don’t understand, do you? One
day, you might— Haven’t forgiven
me…? I know my value. You’re buying a
license. I accept.”
She stared past him with the look of
exploitation; a slave driver and trader would have had the same merciless
expression.
Doesn't this book look great? It's available as an ebook at Amazon, and here is it's website, pearllover.org/ , and you can find it on Goodreads.
Tomorrow, check out Mera's post at merasyabooklist.blogspot.com!
Doesn't this book look great? It's available as an ebook at Amazon, and here is it's website, pearllover.org/ , and you can find it on Goodreads.
Tomorrow, check out Mera's post at merasyabooklist.blogspot.com!
Kea Noli is a great person and author!
ReplyDeleteI did a feature for her on my blog a little while ago!
I haven't gotten the chance to read Pearl Lover yet but it sounds intriguing :]
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